I never really liked my grandfather, but there was no one else in the family who liked him any better than I did, so I guess it’s up to me to arrange for him to pass on into the next life. I never really liked the concept of death, and it scares me no end. I don’t know what’s out there, in the ether, about to get me when I take my last breaths. I don’t know what is waiting for me on the other side of that silver veil. I can only hope that it’s a good thing, but I really can’t tell. No one can tell, or if they can, then they are in a place inaccessible to folks like you and me. It’s going to be hard to organise all of this, but luckily I have a support network of family and close friends who are with me, as well as the funeral homes Perth company, that will be an invaluable resource to me in this time of the unknown and the very scary. I want to be brave for mother, as she came from grandfather, and she would want me to be brave. I don’t know where mother is, and I haven’t seen her in 15 years. I think about her everyday, and everyday I rue that moment when I walked out of her house and out of her life. I left my little sister, and I left my little brother, who was less than 12 months old when I walked out of that house. I never thought that I would see them again, and at the time I was happy about that. Now that I’m standing in the hallway of the funerals Perth company headquarters, I can feel that I need my family more than anything else. Grandfather was the only person in that family that I still talked to and now he is gone, down in the basement of the funeral directors Perth company.